When we say

This is the part where we say we're in love. And the part where we have our first kiss. This ain't the movies. I know you can't come with me. You've got your life. She better be treating you right.

Crushed crush

Why should i feel sad when he wasn't mine to begin with? Right? Wipe the tears, Li.

Faith

Even things can give themselves to Allah. Why can't i spare some time out of my life to give back to Allah and thank him for all that he has given me?

Ya Allah, saya mohon maaf.

How i hope this year i'd have a valentine. Secret or not.

Forever

Akan ku tempuhi walau jalan berduri.
Akan ku sematkan setiap doa dan harapan.
Di sini ku menanti sinaran suci yang bersemadi.
Di sini ku mendaki puncak tertinggi.
Untuk menggengam cahaya kekasih.

Once again, who am i right?

Time out please

AKU SEORANG JE KE DALAM BENDA NI HUH. AKU PUN BOLEH KATA AKU MALAS NAK BUAT LA EH. PLEASE LA. KAU DAH DIPILIH, BUAT LAH KERJA YANG KAU PATUT BUAT.

Piano+Guitar

Off i go. Where i fall is where i land. Loose end tangle down. And then take flight. But never tie us down. Off i go. Where i fall is where i land.

Who am i right?
Unimportant. Useless. Stupid.

To you. The both of you.

I believe you can still love someone, but not like them. You love them for the person they were when they were with you, and for how they made you feel at one point. You still love them, and you might always. But you can still not like them, their personality might have changed. They might have gone the wrong way, they might have lost themselves. Or, they might have just given up on you. Or everything they believed in before. It can happen.

Siti(s)

Thank you for being the best sisters anyone could ever have.

Now hush little baby don't you cry everything's gonna be alright. Stiffen that upper lip up little soldier. Daddy's here to hold you through the night. I know mummy's not here right now and we don't know why. We fear how we feel inside.

I guess things don't always make sense.

Whenever things go wrong,

Oh so now it's my fault huh. Oh come on. You're supposed to do it anyway right. Why do i have to remind you. Urgh. Been patient for too long. I need to be angry. I need to be angry. I need to burst and not be patient all the time. I can't. I'm not like this. I know i'm not.

Thank you.

Happy birthday bby. You're legal. I need to smoke. :'(

I don't know what this feeling is. I truly don't.

Secrecy

When you feel like telling the whole world something, but you can't cause it's not something that you'd want the world to know. Something that can ruin you if the world knew. :/

So birthday is nearing. Though i suddenly don'tfeel excited at all. :(

Sunshine

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know that
How much I love you

So don't ever take my sunshine away

dancing

I'm afraid I might be falling for you.


I don't want to. You're one of my good friends. I don't want to ruin anything. But I can't help it. So please give me a sign of some sort. About anything.

Now and forever, I'll be there for you.

Maybe. Just maybe.

Feeling nonchalant about Tax paper later. Hopefully it'll be fine.

"Either way, you're up for a passionate encounter with someone special."

i hope i don't end up marrying someone who will ever lay a hand on me.

because what he did to me, wasn't right.
i freaked out.

18 more days.

Let's hope something good will happen this year.

Let's hope that you won't spend it alone.

Let's hope that, like last year, this birthday will be an unforgettable one.

Let's hope that you understand what it means to be of legal age.

falling

why am i waiting for something that won't happen?
why am i always waiting for things that won't happen?
i should stop thinking. maybe cause it's been a long time.
too long. and now i feel terrible.

i always end up feeling terrible.

Don't think about it.

Hurt myself again today.
Worse part is, there's no one else to blame.

Bergilirlah kamu semua

Afraid of the distance.

Though new connections might spark with others.

Haish.

Keep on waiting Li.
5 years. 10 years.
No matter how long it takes, one day it'll be your turn.

Cheer up. :)

InsyaAllah

Andainya kau rasa tak berupaya
Hidup sendirian, tiada pembela
Segalanya suram, bagai malam yang kelam
Tiada bantuan tiada tujuan
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu


Always remember, you have a choice.